The clueless boy

                         Sometimes when the sun's hot and me with a hotter mind than the sun.

Always searching for the purpose of my life with a bag full of insecurities and fear's with a shoulder full of responsibilities and a brain with a bucketlist of dreams.. Always wonder am i living the life which i wanna live......

Why am i trying to be friendly with some one who don't feel the same for me?

Why am going to places where am  again and again being disrespected ?

Why am getting more attached to someone who don't even care for me?

why can't i match with other's vibe's?

Why i choose silence in the crowd?

Why this self doubt ?

Even if i have proved it a 100 time's that

i can do it ..🌸

Then Why this suicidal thought's ?

Is am the only person experiencing it...

May be,

or everyone at this age... Aaaa who Know's 🙂

Do these happens bcz of my break up ?

No definitely not.. You have came a long way out of it you have proved u can live with out them...

Soo definitely it's not  your break up trauma

Then what?

Are u mentally illl ?...🙂

Heyyy.. Stop this nonsense no way me becoming mentally ill...😌🌸

Then,

What u want ?

What i want is to travel like a wanderer...

In the field of roses, saffron, rice and wheat drinking water from the village tap's Walking in the snow, mud, dirt and sand from the desert's playing charkha in my ears and travelling in a sleeper drinking a tea and sharing local news with the traveller's reading a local Hindi newspaper, and walking along the streets in the fog with a green shall halfly covering my neck and hands through the fog & mist of some random village in dilly...visiting the Dham's and Darga's and OfCourse the gurudwara's.🩷💎

May be the star's bloom for me to

Make me up for the new beginnings'

May be the trees shread their leaves and bloom again to show me if their is an end

Their is a beginning

May be the eclipse by hiding the sun Tell's me that don't get hotter in your mind... someday will come which fulfills all your dreams.

May the cat's speak's themselves abt me he will be a successful man.. He Care's for us..

May the universe is in my favour only am against it

• - Aromal.